~carma-n

I Got hit By a Car on Thursday! My own folt really I was lucky to, other then cracking the bone in my big tow all i got is a bad bruse on my foot and no brain damage!
IT all happend so fast and them the chips i was caring were flaying and thows two old lady's were telling me to crawl ['case at the like i was in shock and could not walk] away from the road 'case the traffic. I nearly gave my friend alice a Hart attack when I got a stranger to cal her from my phone to tell her what happen [i was on my was to her house at the time] and then she run all the way to the intersection where i was with her mum and i was cruing. Police came to, oh and one of the policemen was flirting with a nurse! there was an ambulance did i mention that!

I had a fun week

. Hello my friends/Watchers/enemis/nemesis andthe general comunity

~ I have ben back in australia for over a month now, jet gave no sign of live sorry. My holidays were overall good, my grandfather is nuts perverted/senail and ocasionaly/often tries to grope peopel [blod releted family includes] so that was bit strange as i rememberd him beain Haslf normal from the time i left[the cose of this is medical].

~ My family was great, i stuck to grandma like glue to paper [bu the way its her i was staing with] and due to that met alo of peopel, not only family but her friends from young years, it was again peculiar but i enjoyd being on display as the long lost grand douther for no see for 5 years[most of them new me as the litel blond girl i once was].

~ Also snow i have seen it again and emensly enjoyed the coold winter, generaly speaking this whole trip opend my eyes a bit more to. I wasent abe to met th one boy i used to like and two enemis i used to be friend with but stil managed to make my pice. Meting my cusins and unkels helped me understan and be les ufraid of Love, even thow it sound strange i was in denail for so long im grateful.

~ My General thots as in contrast to before my departuer are, well let put it his was next thursday im going to a weemwns groop ran by thenty 10.
~ My parent hate gay peopel lesbians homesexuality and enything else that not in the morm, beaing raise with that predeges belifes i was uncormftombel and unhapy with mysalf. If i was living in poland even now, the fackt i love weemen would get me kiled [literely and propolle raped repetedly to] , i hid away acted strait and petende to be a insane nun [<-- never mind its just haw i am].
~ Now after being back i had a chance to go to the Faire and my besy friend and her friend took me to twenty10, wel lets say i had much more contack with peopel clowser to my kind [sain thow ] and am no longer in denail.

~ I stil dont know what i want and hold my old grudges but the old hostility melted away and im also wering and buing colorful clothes musick to, as every chane it feels strange but cormftobel, its just that life aint as bad i i thot before.

~ My love interest got a boyfriend and i dont like it, that gave me a kick in the gut his 28 and got a doughter! Wel even worst is seain them together he is so good to her and they realy do have the air of a cupel i love, i wished her hapines and still do. Mind you that means if he hurts her his corps wont be found MWAHA HA HAHAha hhaa !




Back to bisnes i got photos to submit !

i wil be away till 23 of january the folowing year. Today im flaing to my birth country and wil met my extended family and grandma oince again and for the first time in thows 4 years i spend in AU.

I'm scared shitless and dont realy wane go but i wish me good fortune ill try my best.

happy christmas & happy new year

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Is manga great or what [desagreaing means certain painful and long death],.. shore it is. Yaoi is good to and horra and action and fantasy and etc...

It was Alice's b day yesterday, hapy 17th Alice!

Blaiir and me and Alice went to kinokunia today again. It was realy fun and i got what i wanted with my second share of my now gone b'day money, same goes for my friends.

My colestion is now larger by 5 books:
D.Gray-Man vol 1 & 2
Death Note vol 8
Kami Kaze vol 1
Sweet Revolution by Yukime Honami & Serubo Suzuki

Kami Kaze Is a manga i never read before so i wasent shore about it much i nearly put it away but im glad i dident its so good and i knly read like 1/5 of the 1st vol. The 2 vol is something i look foword, A great encoregment to find a job or rob a bank. ha ha

As for D.Gray-Man Its good to own it for once i read the new chapters online anyway so i knew it was good, thow i couldent decide to buy it or not, had a realy hard time acually. In the end i regret daing bowth vol.'s cos i couldent aford Trinity blad cos of it.

King Comick the had bowth trinity blood and deathnote and the two other mangas alice wanted that kinokuniya didn't have. I got The 8th vol. of Death note from there after Alice and me separated from Blaiire on our way home.

Trinity blood is the next thing i wasn't i must have it, As always i read the first volumes scanelations, its one of Be With You scans mainor projests. The manga series goes for like 17 vol. There also is anime to go along ste with it and novels. I love it all so im waiting till agust next year for vol 2 to cam out with gried teath.

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On a a difrent nore blair showed me a magazine or rather red it out loud "lesbian on the loos" she got it from newtown when having diner with her mum. Mind that i dident want to call twenty10 on acount of beaing afraid/shy , so Blair abd alice lectured me then Blair cald the number and left a message.

I had fun this afternoon it was realy good, not to forget i burned 7cd 5 for my mates 2 for me, it was 2 for each of en Yoai filed cd's scanelations that is, oh and xxholic movie for alice she likes the series.

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Sencha (like blossoms) Tea i put is somwer and cant find it it so anoing i lust for it flavour.

my last exam it tomorow, "Art"!

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Its astonishing haw much having friends can chage ones life, I love my mates the best. Btw it was my 17 bday on thersdy yesterday and i still awed an shocked the evwen gave me presents. iI was gone show alice haw to get into kinokuniya, anw when i got to her Blaiire was with her and gave me a present and so did alice. This might seem normal to anyone els but its a first for me, i was an so happy. I dident acuall expect a gift from them that day and blair to even be ther.

As for the gifts thows two know me to well, blair got me a marveles beautifull tea set with a teapot and four cups all difrent paters(I HAVE BEEN DAING FOR ONE OF THOWS FOR MONTHS, thow i never said a word) and a silk baterfly eyebol cushen for my plain journey(I HAVE BEN DAING FOR ONE SO MUCH I TRUES TO SAW MYSELF ONE, again i never said a word about wanting one) and tea for my newly aquaierd tea set. My bigest shock was when she hended me a pice of paper with informaton for twenty10 - 8 and together with alice said thel cam along with me if i chose to get involved in it. At this point i was past gaping and my eyes were tearing up. To make it al even more wanderful alicew handed my a MP3 PLEYER saing to help pas the time on the plane (she knows i have issues with plains just like herself) and two burned cd to start me up.

There is only one think i can say Blaire And Alice are worth there waight in gold and thats saing something ans they are two fully grown peopel. Life is bliss, the lady at kinokuniya even gave me a discount when Blaiire said it was my b'day and i jokingly asked "haw about a dicount then, please?"

Pore alicwe thow thers still 5 days till her b'day and we alredy got he present and gave em to her. 3 Cds from blair and 2 blame volumes and a vempice hunted d novel and a book and rose red dvd from me, Alice was very happy.



I gote go and get redy wer gowing to diner together in a restourant today, i gate met them at 5.30


Thanks for visiting my account, i say merry christmas in advance cos im living on the 23 november and wont be back till late januarry. Ill be visiting grandma for the firs time since i came to australia its ben more the 4 years.